ok seriously, Mr *****, u r very RUDE! do u noe dat ure very unreasonable?? u made all of us very mad! VERY!! u dun hav to show attitude wad.. cant u lyk be more gentle toking to us??

u wanna noe the story? basically, we juz got back our test paper.. so, we wanna noe y he
gave us certain marks for certain qns.. instead of answering nicely, he was like "u tell me now, is dis the correct ans??" hello~ we r ur student.. how r we supposed to noe if we're right
or wrong??? ure supposed to tell us..if he said dat nicely, it wud b a diff story.

the other thing, i was checking my paper rite.. den carol was asking him abt a qn,
he rudely asked me to giv him back the paper n ask me go away.. FUCK la! firstly,
i wasnt even doing anything wrong.. 2ndly, u rudely ask me go away.. snatch my test
paper n throw it one side! woah.. bigshot izit.. who wudnt be angry????

after a long tym den he ask me whether i wanna check the paper.. guess wad, i DONT
wan to c that paper.. i wudnt wanna c all ur wrong marking schemes n argue for marks..
THANKS ALOT!!

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oh ya.. btw.. pls stop telling me that you guys want to berak
okay.. do i look like a toilet bowl to u??
and im not ur mum(juz in case u say dat u always tell ur mum dat)..

i forgot to mention some ppl.. YAZID..
thank you sooo much! u're one of the people who motivates me
to do better.. u even say that i'm good.. u made me believe dat i am!
thanks alot Ajid..

and of cos.. not forgetting.. the pressy..
FADZLEY..
without your moral support, things will not be the way it is..
altho u werent there to witness the magic, ur call from KL
made a difference..
THANKS!!

to SAYANG n Bul...
thanks for coming!!
i love you sooo much!! *hugs and Kisses*
ok, that last bit was for sayang ONLY.. lols

for those who came:
my parents
kak hajar
iman
diyanah & sabrina
Bik Wa
Ruben & fren(sorry forgot ur name)
chevy, cheryl
dexter n gf
iris
eric
wee wee
ina, jane, betsy, weili ( i love ya guys!!)
azlin n bf
jacky, shao hao and CY
alice and syahid
ali and marianne
wen loong and charlotte

i really really appreciate you guys for coming...
i love you guys sooo much!!
:)

kinda disappointed dat some of u didnt..
but its okay..
=))


i miss it.. EVERY bit of it...
*sighs*

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hello people....

these few days, everything is soo slow..
a part of my life has gone away..

DREAMSCAPE 3.0...

reality check, no more dreams..

you know, DREAMSCAPE 3.0 is my FIRST ever production in TP..
and its the FIRST time someone gave the role as one of the LEAD..

thanks to Shahdon and Nad for giving me the opportunity..
really really appreciate it.. i learnt sooo much from you guys..
its really really an honour because i always thot im not gd
enough to be one of the leads..
Thanks Nad for the letter and flower..
it's the first tym i ever received a flower.. thanks..

thanks Kin for being my co-actor.. i learnt quite alot frm
you too! Mak loves you too!
Thanks for the postcard, post-it and the chocolate..

Last of all, thank you HallyTong and Melvyn for
believing that i could do it..
Thanks for being part of my cam-whoring team!

To the rest of the cast, thanks for making the whole show
magical, without each one of you, it wont be DREAMSCAPE 3.0!

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hey... i have to stay home the whole day today.. BUMMER...
my cough got worse n i was afraid it was asthma instead cos
i was wheezing..

last nite, i cudnt even slp peacefully.. each tym i lie down, i
felt that i cudnt breathe.. so i had to sit up.. when i breathe
hard, i had to cough.. when i thot it wud b fine, i went to lie
down again.. but the feeling came back n cycle goes on n on
till the next morning.. by 4.30am i was already in tears..

my chest hurts so bad from all that breathing n coughing..
i was exhausted beacause i cudnt breathe properly.. i had to
take short breaths but it wudnt last so, wen i breathe deep, it
hurts n i had cough again.. n the lack of slp.. i was very SLEEPY
but i cudnt sleep bcos of it.. i told my dad i wanna go to the clinic..
i tink he thot i wasnt serious so he dint bother to even reply..
wen i told him it was urgent n told him wad happen, he n my mum
both scolded me for being sick.. imagine that.. i was suffering.. n
they still scold me..say i nv take care lah.. go hm so late lah..
but dad agreed to drive me to the clinic niways..

i waited n waited n waited.. 9am, i was still at hm.. usually by then
dad wud ask me to get ready n all.. den at abt 10 mum n dad quarrelled
abt me n the car.. i was like.. WTH.. dad's car no aircon.. he decided
to take the car to fix the prob first instead of sending me to the doc..
yea.. i guess the car is more important than his own daughter having
trouble breathing properly.. he wud rather c me suffer den c the car
aircon-less.. WATEVER

i finally went to the doc at almost 12.. WITHOUT the car.. its still
at the workshop..we took a cab to the clinic.. the fare? $2.80..
like WTH..

even at the clinic.. i had to wait for bloody long b4 i get to see the doc..
i almost fainted lahs.. i cudnt breathe dat i felt faint.. i had to wait outside
cos the aircon wasnt much of a help..

wen i gt home, i ate lunch n den i ate medicine.. after dat.. i knocked out..
i mean.. i fell aslp for amazingly 5hrs...like FINALLY.. it was a peaceful
sleep..

today.. frens made me feel important.. jane, betsy, totz, ali.. thanks
for the sms guys..

even sick, i still feel important.. especially ali the engine warrior.. he
was the first to reply me wen i smsed a few ppl abt nt being able
to slp or breathe properly.. his smses were at tyms funny.. which
made me laugh.. afterall, laughter is the best medicine..

reminds me of the tym in ETC.. evryone in BASILISK r simply sweet..
they were all frenly n very protective of each other.. they care abt
each others' welfare.. i remember the guys protecting us girls in the
"HAUNTED" room.. me n Nad were scared.. then Lex, Max, Jimmy,
farhan, the ifc guy and the TP Lifesaver guy so-called protected us..
den during breakfast, i was energy -less, lex help me get milo for
me even tho i told him not to.. aww.. so sweet..
thanks.. i will never ever forget that moment.. I LOVE BASILISK!

u.. i miss you.. do u even miss me? where r u.. why dint u call me...
i noe u went for training.. i thot u'd call b4 u leave ur hse.. or, maybe,
juz an sms? did i do sumthing wrong? tell me...

yest.. ur sms.. abt u nt being as close to me as b4.. is it really the reason?
den after dat sms u msn me.. u asked me if i wanted to noe the real
reason? i said yes.. u told me.. and den.. i wonder.. which is the reason?
im confused.. u.. wads happening.. im lost.. y am i feeling so empty..

u.. tok to me.. tell me u care.. do i still cross ur mind? i dunno anymore..
i'll wait till u can tell me wads wrong..
i'll wait even if it takes yrs.. for now.. i'll leave..

remember the last show we watched together in the library? maybe, i'll
come back 10yrs later.. juz lyk her..

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im supposedly having MobComp now.. but Mr Srini went out to
have break.. im not saying hes a lazy lecturer but he is a
VERY THOTFUL one.. he's not the only one having break.. ALL
of us are.. that's what u get when ur 3hr lessons are supervised
by a thotful lecturer..

yea anyway.. this entry is to APOLOGISE to evryone..
i'm very sorry i have been IMPOSSIBLE these days.. been very
cranky lah.. abit stressed up lyk wad ive mentioned in my blog..
im very very sorry if i snapped at u guys for no reason aight..

**and to anonymous, i noe who u are.. trying to pretend huh..
i noe u nvr cared abt me.. then, DONT! juz leave me alone..
and i noe u wun tag again.. cos its typical YOU!**


okay hmm.. now im worried abt my studies.. some lectures are
kinda dry.. so,its difficult for me to understand any of it in
ONE HOUR.. but i really tink that all my subjects are interesting
don't believe me? up to u.. haha..
but seriously.. i like learning abt all this internet stuff.. juz
that the theory part makes me doze off.. i ALWAYS love the hands-on
process.. i hope u guys r thinkin straight yea.. moving on.. toking
abt the hands-on.. i really lyk doing up websites, animations and
juz basically programming..

okay.. sorry i sound so boring for awhile there.. okay i WONT tok abt
my studies until later on alright.. for now.. i am trying
not to blow up for no reason.. forgive me in advance if i get
cranky.. i'm having a badcase of flu and fever..

and guess what, i miss JieLong!! its been so long since i
chat with him.. the last tym i even saw him was.. okay, i cnt
remember.. but he walked opast my hse.. hes going out.. hes
ALWAYS going out.. so free huh?? i tink he still plays pool..
i wonder which pool area he goes to.. izit the one at parkway?
okay, my fav dragonboy, i shall not continue this portion abt
u.. later *he get jealous.. hehe.. yea.. shuddup.. LOLS

::::::::::::::::::::::::to him::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
hello.. how are you.. you're having lesson now rite..
gonna have mobcomp quiz? i juz finished mine.. was okay..
kinda tricky.. okAYu caught me.. i was lying.. sorry..
yes its DIFFICULT.. take it from sum1 who studies last min..
first 2 qns are easy tho.. okay.. no clues..
u noe, i dreamt abt u last nite.. okay, no.. it was a nightmare..
okay wait.. a FUNNY nightmare i shall add.. hehehe

u wanted to kill me!! u threatened to throw me down from the
last floor of your Block.. i dunno y.. we kinda argued before
that.. and then ur sis came out.. she was crying.. den i saw
sum1 at the bottom.. guess who?? FERHAN..
okay.. no more.. i will not elaborate further.. too painful..
yea.. nvm.. i'll see you later aight.. o shyt.. u got lesson
till 6!!! nooooo.... means i can only see u after ur training..
after my rehearsal..
ok.. see ya!! =))
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that's all folks!
love y'all!!

for the record, Mr President is FINALLY attached!
heee~

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for a moment, i thot ive lost myself after wad happen during
rehearsal last night.. i SUCK.. yes i did.. and its not funny..
im sorry i kinda disappointed u guys last nyt..
im trying my best.. i noe i can do it..

ya.. i thot i cud be enon n forget evrything else.. i thot i was
enon.. but it was juz my imagination.. bcos i thot i was crying
bcos of my line.. the first tym, maybe.. the next.. i duno..
i duno anymore.......

who am i?? someone pls answer me.......

monday.. first day of the week... i felt so lonely.. really..
it was as if i dun have a fren in sch.. at all.. or.. i juz
hav too little frens.. i dunno.. i was in sch like a lost kid
waiting for sum1 to come join me to tok.. or eat.. but.. no one
appeared.. NO ONE!

tuesday.. after sch, met him n den go for drama.. actually wanted
to excuse myself cos of the pile of shit i had to do at hm.. but i
noe i cnt cos its really important.. n i SUCK! i SUCK ok! i cry at
the wrong tym.. it was after de whole rehearsal den i cried.. LIKE
A BABY! why????? thx faiz who never fails to put a smile on my face
and i noe he tried very hard cos at any silent moment, i start
tearing all over again..

like now.. sumthing happened.. ive turned to the old me.. the old me
which was supposed to be dead! y am i so sensitive? OVERSENSITIVE??
it was supposed to be gone!!y is it back? y?? like wad faiz say, dun
bother abt wad he said juz now.. i noe! i noe he dint mean it! even if
he does, i dun care. i dun care wad he said. but i feel hurt. y? wad did
he do? NOTHING!!

i hate myself!! y am i acting so childishly!! y am i still crying??
thnks totz for asking anyway.. i juz dunno wds wrong wif me! theres
nothing right abt me either!! i really feel lyk killing myself!!!
ugh! i hate me!!

wad am i gonna do now?? tests nxt wk! EVRYDAY! SO MANY TOPICS!
AND den stil got ENON's LINES! MAS shud juz ****ing catch
up wif tym!and she shud juz chop of her head to stop crying!
go n die mas!! goo!

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hey people.. guess what??

ive done it!!
my ICA is done!! as in codes la... u noe.. java codes..
Aug, James and Cheryl no nid to worry liao..
thanks james for ur help!!
give u more kisses next time!
ehh, wad u thinking ah.. Hershey's Kisses of cos.. =P
i did it from 12 till now.. 5.30am!!
woots!!
yay!

oh shit.. still hav to do telsys tutorial 3& 4 though..
after that, do the ppt slides together.. if gt tym, i nid
to edit my DMSD presentation oso..
hope it wud b done by 5pm..
6 meet Dt, 6.30 main comm meeting..

den go hm prepare both presentation for thurs..
rehearse main production script..
woah.. loooks lyk i cnt slp even a little..

bleah.. watever..
at least ICA is done!!
byee!!

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